4am

I hate it when I get insomnia. There is absolutely nothing on TV this early in the morning. News and paid programming. Watching the news is good but not the same stories every 15 minutes. And for some reason paid programming really does make me want to call them up and get the best skin care stuff and weight lose program and oh! the kit to make a $1,000,000.

Finally around 5am "Angel" (the vampire with a soul) comes on TNT. I do forget that I can catch things online. And I suppose I should get used to this. I'll be up quite a bit feeding the baby soon enough!

40 weeks...

and still pregnant. I thought my 38 week picture would be the last of my big belly. But nope. They are going to induce me later this week. I think I'm ready. I mean I guess I really have no choice now do I?

Baby Bibs

Here are some baby bibs I cross-stitched for my baby (you even get a bit of Athena's tail and it looks like Alley's leg also has made an appearance!):

Tomorrow is my due date. I can't believe it is here! Granted he isn't coming. I still feel really good; no contractions; and just no signs he is wanting to make an entrance. I'm not good at waiting either. I'm ready or as ready as I'll ever be. The crib is made; diapers are put away; clothes are washed; I can't think of anything else to do! Part of me really wants to meet him; but there is another part of me that is so scared! I'm going to be a mom, and it was something I thought would never happen. I figured if it did great but never thought it would. And here I am. One day before my due date. I can't believe it. Hopefully the next post will be that he is here!